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i don’t know what it is. but lately i have this feelings that i cant understand. this feeling that there is so much lacking and so much longing that i dont even know what it is. the feeling between laughing and crying, the feeling like you want to be with someone but you want to be alone also, the feeling like you are there but not really, the feeling like you’re longing for the past but you’re excited with the future at the same time. this feeling that you cant even put into words, this feelings that you can understand.
And no, this is not depression, actually i can say that im okay now, and im not sad anymore but im not happy either. im not even heartbroken anymore, those broken pieces and pain is now almost healed but at the same time it feels like a fresh cut of blade in your heart. this is not loneliness, this is not anxiety, this is not confusion, this is not nostalgia, this is not insanity either. it is more like the combination of everything that you dont understand. and i call it emptiness, and i dont like it.
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You know what I want? I want to be someone’s reason for waking up,  someone’s reason for going through another day. Just once, I want to be  the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself, ‘I’m so lucky  to have her.’ To put it simply, I want to be someone’s everything.” and perhaps then i can say “i got it right”.
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Memories, they make a smile.
Somehow, the storm had passed and i am finally smiling like I used to.  
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Be thankful that you don’t already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?Be thankful when you don’t know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.Be thankful when you’re tired and weary, because it means you’ve made a difference.It’s easy to be thankful for the good things.A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.
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Don’t give up on something just because you don’t think things will work, you won’t know unless you give it a try. Don’t worry about failure. Worry about the chances you  miss when you don’t even try.
Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you  end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your  mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you  make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you, and be  okay with it.
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Tell someone today how much they’ve meant to you and how much they have  impacted your life. Everyone needs to be affirmed once in a while.
“never take anybody for granted, because you never know  you might lose them..and you may never got a chance to tell how you  really feel…” - mariah carey
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“One day I just realized he was gone for good — and it was okay.” 
“maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe  it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing  yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending  is just moving on…”
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My breaking heart and I agreeThat you and I could never be,So with my best, my very best, I set you free.
Goodbye, no use leading with our chinsThis is where our story endsNever lovers, ever friends Goodbye, let our hearts call it a dayBut before you walk awayI sincerely want to say, …I WISH YOU LOVE.
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“We can’t gain if we can’t let go. There’s no love without tears, there’s no happiness without sacrifice,and there’s no forever without goodbye.”
its not giving up, it is more like…Letting go.
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letting go is an act of acceptance, not a denial of what happened. when you bring peace to the past, you can move forward to the future.
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I would ride on your shoulders And look out on the world Pretending I was big and tall like you When you were there to hold me I never was afraid You made me feel there’s nothing I can’t do
As I kept on growing We often disagreed But you let me find myself in my own way And it’s funny, how just lately I’ve come to recognize How wise you are becoming every day There’s so much you’ve given me I hope I’ve made you proud You’re everything a Dad should be And it’s time to tell you now
You’re my hero You didn’t have to say a word Your love was the message that I heard Inspiring me to be all I can be You’re my hero And ‘cause you’re my Dad… I’m twice as blessed and lucky to be me.
happy FATHER’s DAY:)
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You are something elseI have to surviveThat is why I sayWith tears in my eyes
I wish I never opened up my heartI didn’t mean to love you babyI wish I never let it get this farI didn’t mean to love you babyIf I could have a single wishI’d turn back timeI didn’t mean to make youMine - nina
It’s  night again. I never really liked sleeping.                            Probably because every time I close my eyes, I  see you, I always think and dream of you.  And sometimes I hope I never met you so I wouldn’t have fallen for you and I wouldn’t have to struggle with my feelings because I know it’s impossible. i can’t have you, and i know that and right now i don’t know what to do. Should I just keep distance and try to forget you?
So maybe yeah, i should stop this feeling. its not the easiest thing to do but if one day I’ll avoid you and be gone. It’s not because you’ve done something wrong and I hate you but because I’m afraid to love and be hurt again by somebody who cant love me back.
after all, we’re friends right. and maybe thats all that we can be.
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If it’s between love and losingAnd to never have known the feeling I’d still side with loveAnd if I end up lonely at least I will be there knowing I believe in love-“fearless”, colbie caillat
Love          is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it’s          over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell          you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt          in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were          not truly in love.
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“I’m that girl that’s always happy — the one who never has problems,  and when I do, they don’t get to me. Everyone sees me as the one they  can count on to put a smile on their face because as far as they know, I  always have one on mine. No one looks any deeper than that.”
dont be scared, you dont need to pretend that everything is fine. let it go, cry if you must, fall apart, go on…let it drain you. pour out everything, let your heart mourn, let it hurt until it hurt no more. And once you gain strength, stand up again, dry the tears, pick up the pieces and live again. And see how it molds you to a better and stronger person.
Ever notice how when you’re depressed or emotionally drained, that your heartbeat is stronger than normal? At times it seems as if it’s going to beat right though your chest.It’s your heart’s way of letting you know that it’s still there. It may have been broken, it may have been ripped out of your chest and stepped on but it still holds life. And eventually, it will beat strong and love again.
its okay.
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they say, “If you love a person you don’t give up. You just wait for that person to  love you. And if that person won’t change just wait until your heart voluntarily quits.”
just a chance. thats all ive got right now, im not sure of everything else. so maybe i let my heart have this chance, and then if ever she cant be love in return, i’ll let it loves you more and more until she gets really tired of it,  and then maybe soon she will get really exhausted, then maybe she will give up on her own. Dont worry, you dont have to do anything, just let me love you, i guess that is enough.
that is the sad thing about being a girl, you cant just walk to a guy and tell him to love you the way that you want him too. you just have to wait for them to grow in their heart, in the right time. but the other sad thing is, a girl will not always wait for a guy to appreciate her, they get tired too, especially if you make her feel that she got no chance at all. and if you dont love her back now, there is a change that she will find someone who will. because she knows that she deserve someone, every girl deserve a guy who will treat her right.